Hammered

0307 hours, Wednesday 29 August, 2062 Hartford, Connecticut Sigourney Street Abandoned North End I never sleep if I can help it. So when somebody starts trying to kick down my door at 0300 hours on a rank hot summer night, it isn't quite the surprise for me that it might be for some people. When the noise starts, I'm sitting on a gouged orange plastic chair in my shop. I drop my old-fashioned paperback book, stand, and draw my sidearm before sidling across oil-stained concrete to flick the monitor on. Smart relays in the gun click on in recognition of my palm print, too quietly for normal ears to hear. The air thickens in my lungs; my heartbeat slows ominously. And then I curse out loud and go open up the big blue steel door, holding the safetied pistol casually in my meat hand while the metal one turns the knob. "You wanna pound the damn door down?" I accuse, and then I get a good look at the purple-faced kid dying in Razorface's arms and I'm all somebody's sergeant, somebody's mother. Not that the two are all that different. "Ah, shit, Face. This kid is hammered. What do you expect me to do with this?" Face shoves past me, skirting a dangling engine block and a neat pile of sheet metal, two of his "boys"--teenage hoods--trailing like ducklings. He doesn't answer immediately. Even as I take his name loudly in vain, Razorface carries the baby gangster gently around the scarred steel lab table that holds up my hot plate. He lays the kid on my cot in the corner of the shop, wrinkling the taut brown blanket. Razorface, Razorface. Gets his name from a triple row of stainless steel choppers. Skin black as velvet and shoulders wide as a football star's. The old kind of football, yeah. I know the kid: maybe fourteen, maybe twelve. His name is Mercedes. He's rigid, trying to suck air and failing. Anaphylactic shock. Besides that, dark red viscous blood oozes out of his nose, and his skin looks like pounded meat. The nosebleed and the wide-open capillary color of his face are dead giveaways, but I give him the once-over anyway. Then I grab my kit and lug it over, dropping to my knees on the cold damp concrete beside the cot. Bones and metal creak. The room reeks of Razorface's sweaty leather, the kid's blood, diesel fuel. Once it would have made me gag. I ain't what I used to be. "Can you fix him, Maker?" Face's boys stand twitching just inside the doorway. I fumble in my kit, finding epinephrine, the long needle. Even as I fill a syringe I know the answer. "Nah, Face. There's no fucking way." But I have to try. 'Cause Face is one of mine, and the kid is one of his. I don't look at the punks. "Will one of you two be so fucking kind as to lock the goddamned door?" "Derek," Razorface says, "do it," and the taller of the two shoots him a sullen-jawed look and stalks away. I know already, from the color of Merc's skin, but I need to ask--so I turn my grim expression on Razorface. "What'd he OD on?" Please God let me be wrong. They can break you of religion, but they can't break you of praying. Face holds out a twist of pills, and a chill snakes up my spine. I reach out with my metal hand and take the packet away from him, squeezing the ends to pop the slit. "Putain de marde!" Yellow pills, small as saccharine tablets, with a fine red line across the diameter. Rigathalonin. Hyperex. We used to call it the Hammer. How did a two-bit piece of street trash get his hands on something like this? And just what on God's gray earth do you think I can do for a kid who chewed down a handful of Hammers, Face? But I don't say that. I say, "How long ago? When did he take them?" Face answers. "An hour ago. About an hour ago," and the taller gangsterBear, Elizabeth is the author of 'Hammered', published 2004 under ISBN 9780553587500 and ISBN 0553587501.